it makes me happy to read about my friends and their walks with God. i love the encouragement that their journey brings to me and it makes me remember that God is powerful, everlasting, adoring, and true. i need to know that. i need to know that a lot ( Read more... )

I've already posted this, but while I was rereading some of my entries, I realized that not much has changed since November. I still feel the same. I still love you. I am still empty. I still don't know you. I still don't know how to fix this. I am still tired. I am still trying to let go ( Read more... )

so i love how when you go a whole day with everything going well, completely focused on God, he decides to smack you in the face with a trial. that's just peachy.

ahhhhh...what a slow process. it's time to let go.

what a great night :)

hooray.

the play was FANTASTIC! wow...Kinsey, TJ, Cooper, and the random freshmen kid were amazing. i'm so proud of all you guys!

and then friends over just like the old times. slowly, slowly...

and tomorrow...the art museum with houston! huzzah.

it seems to all be fitting together.

I hate that I do this to myself everytime. I think that maybe they'll be nicer, maybe they'll care, but they don't. I know they used to. What happened?

so last night was awesome...best homecoming so far, by far.

i just wish people would call me when they say they will call me!

but that's life.

and today, i'm not sad.

that's a good thing.

thank you to john markle and my bestest girlfriends for making me laugh, dance, and feel special last night.

<3

ooo! i have a user pic!

that's all :)

I don't know what to do anymore. Part of me just wants to give up completely, part of me wants to say, "no...we're friends, we've been friends forever, let's keep this friendship going," and part of me just wants to cry and cry and scream and scream and cry some more. One of my favorite verses is in Ecclesiastes when it says that fools only say " ( Read more... )

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It's been quite a while ( Read more... )