arg.

[savedbydeath]

i hate bringing pain to those i love....
i have so much to fix in my life... but i guess most people do...
im not sure if i need to do it alone, but i wont risk hurting anyone along the way.

kinda feel old, and useless.
i am very scared of being a bum...
like literally living under a bridge kind of bum.

i miss so many people... and its my fault that i distanced some of those people...

i dont know if im coming back... or even where im going right now.. but i pray God will guide me

its been far too long since i told him to stop back seat driving.

we'll see how school goes.

save me.. im drowing.