ok. so, you remember like 2 almost 3 years ago (i know think hard). you had just come home from being out east and you completely stopped talking to me. i was living in that apartment right across from yours and you wouldnt talk to me... or even generally look my direction. it made things a bit odd seeing as how i lived across the walk way. which is why when elliot moved out, i didnt look for another roommate (that and i didnt want a rommate after being roomies with him, but none the less). for the longest time i couldnt understand why you were acting that way. i mean, we had faught before and it was over the next day and everything was fine again... or close to fine. his time i had really fucked up... like badly. when i met brandon i would tell him what an awesome best friend i had and how i couldnt wait to tell you about this awesome guy i had met who made me so stupidly happy (stupid bing the key word in that one), but when you came home... you were wicked pissed and wouldn't talk to me. im still to this day not sure why. so we just went about our own lives... not talking to each other. then suddenly one day like... 2 or 3 months ago (maybe) i got this random im. i asked a few people and sammie said it was you and we started talking again. the point to this whole thing is... you and i not talking for so long actually helped us. sometimes the time apart (even if its years) helps... im kind of finding this one out all over again. how hard it is to not talk to somone i care about, but im working with it. its just a matter of giving it the time to get better, i think. so just give it time and as terribley difficult as it is... do your best to be patient.
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jenn.
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