May 23, 2005 05:02
things have been so weird lately, this week has been so fucking intense it's ridiculous. alot of ups, alot of downs. and alot of weird awkward inbetween time.
i went to ryans viewing. and it fucking wrecked me. i swore i was going to be strong, but as soon as i walked into the mortuary, i felt different. it was odd. i went into the room, and i just lost it. i can't explain it, and i don't want to go into details. just know that he will be missed.
it's cool when people just come out of nowhere, and you get to know them. it's totally a good thing.