Apr 23, 2005 15:26
its just one of those days.
i didn't want to wake up, and i kind of want to be at home.
last night me and my little brother were wrestling. i realized how much i miss that kid, and how distant he and i are. it's really sad. i didnt even know how big he was. and that kid can pick me up with like one hand.. honestly.
i feel like it's my fault he feels that he can't talk to me. and that sucks. beause if he doesn';t have me than who does he have?
and.
have you ever had a moment where you just go "oh shit"
yeah, that's been the last 24 hours of my life.
maybe i'll stay home tonight.. just hang out with my brother, and play some video games. we'll see.