Jan 18, 2009 11:21
I hate looking back on when things were so good. I used to be so happy were I was in life and be excited about everything I did. Now... I just hate what I am doing and my boyfriend is lame and doesnt talk to me or even come to see me.. I hate school I hate work and I hate that I am broke and I will never have enough money for anything anymore because my hours are being cut.. I feel like im in a rut and I will never get out of it... hopefully one day I will realize that my life is better than some and that I deserve more that what I am giving myself credit for...
on a happier note.. I went out friday for the first time in a while and it was super fun.. I forgot how amazing going to the bar is...