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its as if i never put my feet up when going over a train track:
breaking a mirror is never a good thing.
the damage has been done and theres no turning back.
ive realised that ive been isolating myself more recently. i hate it and love it at the same time. it gives me time to do things that ive always wanted to do, but then it seems like theres no one there to share the moment with.
im not gonna lie, im pretty lonely.
and incredibly vulnerable, which is no excuse for my actions.
people around me keep telling me how this is quite possibly the best summer vacation theyve ever had, but i just dont see how. not that it sucks, but it is by far not the best.
theres so many things that i wanna do.
but i cant find the motivation.
fuck it.
breaking a mirror is never a good thing.
the damage has been done and theres no turning back.
ive realised that ive been isolating myself more recently. i hate it and love it at the same time. it gives me time to do things that ive always wanted to do, but then it seems like theres no one there to share the moment with.
im not gonna lie, im pretty lonely.
and incredibly vulnerable, which is no excuse for my actions.
people around me keep telling me how this is quite possibly the best summer vacation theyve ever had, but i just dont see how. not that it sucks, but it is by far not the best.
theres so many things that i wanna do.
but i cant find the motivation.
fuck it.