Mar 31, 2005 18:41
so today was awesome...hot tubs n wine with caroline n tina at carolines
good times always bitchesss
so i found out that someone said that, we used to be best friends but i changed. oh and that im a slut.
and this may have been a while ago, and the person is probably gonna read this and not even realize it's them, but-
you wanna know why i "changed", ok heres the lowdown.
i realized that there is only two words to describe you- white. trash.
thats right. actually theres more...scumbag, gross bitch, ew, flaky, stupid, braindead, desperate, desperate to fit in, dirty, cant dress for shit, nasty, F'ugly- god i could fucking go on for hours..
BUT, thats not the point.
point is plain and simple, i realized you weren't going anywhere in life, and frankly- i didn't really want to be associated with you.
oh and i just didn't want to hang out with someone so brain dead that they couldn't even think for themselves and had to take on other peoples opinions.
so i just put no effort into our relationship and let it slide.
i can't even begin to describe my feelings of dislike.
well, and the friend who said the slut thing- they shouldn't really talk.
and if you knew me, you would know i am not a slut.
-but if i was, that's my business. i dont understand why thats anyone else's business.
so let's see, thats that.
so i feel really sick and am trying to nap before i work, but i cant fall asleep.
so im just gonna start work around like 7 15ish, and just read and shit like that.
tommorow could be fun.
saturday will be though. :)
tommorow i get to see new moon.
so excited.
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have no regrets n just live
cause lifes to short
to play these games...
life... life is just so unpredictable.