1st of many deep thoughts
something really funny about me, i think i double think, if yourve read 1984 youd understand what im talking about. i say one thing and say it so much that it hides what i really feel even to myself. im really scared, not about new kinds of school work or meeting new people or even leaveing my house, im scared that once school starts i will either be totally forgotten or i will forget. It sounds good to say"ill remember you forever" but the changes of that happening, slim to none. there are a few people that i have already lost touch with and i see them everyday at school. i dont know i knewn this would be a problem from the start of school, but i will not let it happen. as corny as it sounds i feel as tho i met the people im supose to know for the rest of my life at OCSA and hope it happens. the way i see it ive got my husband, my best friend, and my gay roommate( i felt bad for writeing gay roommate so im gonna make up for it in nice things he is awesome and cool and we sing together and its a fun time and life would be lame without him!) and i wouldnt give any of them up for the world. ahhhhhh well i wanna go to the YMCA today to workout. so if you wanna come call. i love you 2 more days, wellmmm tomorrow is gonna be hell but after 3 period it will be free sailing out of highschool.
savannah
savannah