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i cant wait for New york ill be gone till monday night and i plan on haveing a great time, im starting to feel really free and hahahhahahaha that Lizet movie we watched in theory class really got to me, hahahahahaha Melissa will know what im talking about,im gonna to be the freaking best composer ever, like Aaron Copland, i really want to write Choral works, i dont like singing solo so i dont think ill write any of those, i dont know all i know is that ive got all this music inside me and its dieing to get out, i just dont know how yet, i cant wait for college, i cant wait to be the cool older girl. hahahhhahahaha my baby Laney is over and shes my best friends little sister, she told me today that she wants to be a singer just like me, i cant freaking wait till i come back from college so i can be her private teacher, awwwww its gonna snow in new york while we are there. god new york is so awesome everytime i god i cry when i have to leave, i used to live in new york and i think that or paris is where im going to end up living. maybe Germany i dont know right now, i just know a big city, with lots of art, and by art i mean paintings and drawings that jank, not music or theater. I think that the big cities with art mostly arent so money hungery. they are more classy. and plus i think ill end up marrying an artist, not alex, i dont know ive dated every kind of "art" guy (musican, drama, artist, writer,ect.) and i like the artist best, kinda quiet but still really awesome, i dont know the musicans are way way way to into making life a song, like everything has to be worth writeing a shitty pop song too, the drama guy was just really into always being the shotlight, and the writer was just really boring. but you know what im 17 and i havent dated every guy in the world, so dont listen to anything i say im stupid. well ive been singing for the past day so ill be getting back to that, im singing on April 2nd at an art show, AMY you have to come, its at work,remember like last year, and you met that old guy and called him grandpa, awww i love Amy, thats the artist i wanna marry, well goodbye for a few day, i miss you guys, text message me