Help, I need somebody, Help, not just anybody
Monday 11/20/06
I’m dying. I started feeling sick Tuesday on the last leg of the trip home. I had a fever and was just all over achy. The next day my throat hurt pretty bad. After another day or two, I couldn’t eat, drink, or even swallow. My throat was swollen shut with nasty green and white gross. Went to the ER and every nurse who looked at it looked like they were going to puke. Since then, I have yet to eat anything. Every time I stand up I feel like I’m going to pass out. I haven’t watched this much T.V. since I was in 9th grade. I really miss Todd and being on the road. He called me today. To tell me Rodeo Tex died. He didn’t know what happened. He said he had food and water and covered his cage at night as usual, but when he woke up he was dead. I feel dead. My dad thinks I’m giving him a hard time, but I’m not and he’s egging me on. He says if I don’t shape up he’ll kick me out, but I’m not even doing anything. I can’t wait to get the hell out of here and get to Quartzsite, AZ. I want to be free again.
I’m dying. I started feeling sick Tuesday on the last leg of the trip home. I had a fever and was just all over achy. The next day my throat hurt pretty bad. After another day or two, I couldn’t eat, drink, or even swallow. My throat was swollen shut with nasty green and white gross. Went to the ER and every nurse who looked at it looked like they were going to puke. Since then, I have yet to eat anything. Every time I stand up I feel like I’m going to pass out. I haven’t watched this much T.V. since I was in 9th grade. I really miss Todd and being on the road. He called me today. To tell me Rodeo Tex died. He didn’t know what happened. He said he had food and water and covered his cage at night as usual, but when he woke up he was dead. I feel dead. My dad thinks I’m giving him a hard time, but I’m not and he’s egging me on. He says if I don’t shape up he’ll kick me out, but I’m not even doing anything. I can’t wait to get the hell out of here and get to Quartzsite, AZ. I want to be free again.