I am sick of this.
I am so sick of this. All I do is get really happy then really depressed, or something like it. I feel like I have noone to talk to. And even if my mom does ask whats wrong, I don't have a freakin clue. I just need someone to talk to and just ... I don't know tell me to get over it, and everything will be fine. I just can't deal with it. UUURGH!!!!!!!!! I just wanna scream and now I"m all like sad and junk and I don't even know whats the hell is up. I just wish I knew. It pisses me off, and then when I promised myself I was going to do something, I don't do it. Then I see them together and I can't stand her to begin with, and they are getting along so effin great, and that crushes me senseless. Why the hell can't I get over it? why the hell does this always happen to me? More Screaming. Bye.