slit wristy
i have pretty much just signed a 2 year+ conntract to live at home. that puts me in this house when i am just about 29 years old. if this doesn't make someone slit wristy i don't know what does...that sounds to me, (right now in my histerical insomniac state) like a death sentence. i will be experiencing my mid life, in my parents home, living as thought i were a child. i can't even imagine...nothing will become of my stupid life....my seven years in college, so i can continue, forever to look and sound like the biggest loser ever. yeah, i am 29, it took me seven years to finish college, i am a drunk, i am broke, and i live with my parents. i can't decide wether posting this will be cathartic (i don't know if that is a word) or pathetic. either way, i can't sleep, i have no one to talk to, and i have been crying so much my head is killing me. it's gonna make me fucking gorgeous for tomorrow. alright, bring on the sympathy comments.
god damn. i am so upset.
god damn. i am so upset.