Thankyous
I am on the verge of being majorly pissed off at just about everyone at the moment.
Timid as always, I'm going to babble on without naming names.
Jealous would be a good word to describe my feelings towards you. You just got the one thing I've been trying so hard for. Wishing so damn much for and you weren't even trying! To make matters worse, you not only repeatedly told me about it but it came at the same time I've been having major problems in this same area...I know you're happy about it, and I'm happy for you, but... I dunno...
You...oh, you. I have had many a rant about you. Recently you've treated me really badly and yes, I have cried about it. Now, when I desperatly need some information off you so I can finish an assignment you totally disappear off the face of the planet. Don't you dare give me any shit about not having your phone near me because I know it'll be in your pocket 24/7. I think its more a case of you not caring. You can't be bothered getting online for ten minutes for me, but I always have to be there for you. One day I'd like to see you help me with one of my problems. Let me cry on YOUR shoulder for once.
You...I miss you. I talked to you just the other night but I miss you already. I'm not sure I can really be angry at you anymore. I think what I really am is angry at the situation. The last two times I've spoken to you, you've changed I guess...I feel like now you're not trying to play me. Now you're...honest, sincere.
When you tell me you wished you could hold and kiss me, I believe it. Whether I'm just being gulliable again I'm not sure. All I know right now is hearing you say those kinds of things to me makes me feel so much better.
My security pillow may die for it...but I want you just the same.
Thankyou to two people for making me feel a little better about things tonight. I'm not sure it was anything you said in particular, more just your being around.
I like it that you're both very give and take kinds of people. I share my problems, you share yours, we talk through them and then talk about glue or something.
Much love for you both.
With all this shittyness and its still only really Sunday. That's STILL 6 more days until I get to see my stress relief...whoo.
Timid as always, I'm going to babble on without naming names.
Jealous would be a good word to describe my feelings towards you. You just got the one thing I've been trying so hard for. Wishing so damn much for and you weren't even trying! To make matters worse, you not only repeatedly told me about it but it came at the same time I've been having major problems in this same area...I know you're happy about it, and I'm happy for you, but... I dunno...
You...oh, you. I have had many a rant about you. Recently you've treated me really badly and yes, I have cried about it. Now, when I desperatly need some information off you so I can finish an assignment you totally disappear off the face of the planet. Don't you dare give me any shit about not having your phone near me because I know it'll be in your pocket 24/7. I think its more a case of you not caring. You can't be bothered getting online for ten minutes for me, but I always have to be there for you. One day I'd like to see you help me with one of my problems. Let me cry on YOUR shoulder for once.
You...I miss you. I talked to you just the other night but I miss you already. I'm not sure I can really be angry at you anymore. I think what I really am is angry at the situation. The last two times I've spoken to you, you've changed I guess...I feel like now you're not trying to play me. Now you're...honest, sincere.
When you tell me you wished you could hold and kiss me, I believe it. Whether I'm just being gulliable again I'm not sure. All I know right now is hearing you say those kinds of things to me makes me feel so much better.
My security pillow may die for it...but I want you just the same.
Thankyou to two people for making me feel a little better about things tonight. I'm not sure it was anything you said in particular, more just your being around.
I like it that you're both very give and take kinds of people. I share my problems, you share yours, we talk through them and then talk about glue or something.
Much love for you both.
With all this shittyness and its still only really Sunday. That's STILL 6 more days until I get to see my stress relief...whoo.