R&R
For some reason I'm really quite miserable at the moment. I'm not too sure what caused it.
I've just been at SG, maybe its seeing all those beautiful punk girls with heaps of friends and admirers that has done it.
Or maybe its just that I haven't spoken to Scott in over a week now and he hasn't even attempted to get into contact with me. No sms, no email, no offlines, nothing.
I used to think I meant something to him, maybe he cared about me just a little...but obviously not. This just drives the point home that I need to break it with him. Maybe now I can make myself hate him.
You know, it could be that I'm just really tired and I cannot wait until Friday is fucking over so I can just recoup, go horseriding and eat cake at my Nans.
I haven't taken my Luvox in two days now, which is probably effecting everything just a tad...I can't wait to go off that. I hate being dependant on tablets.
I've been feeling more and more frustrated with the people I know, which is probably why I've lengthened my list of people I don't like.
Stuart is high on my list. He's almost, if not just, as bad as Phillip, Rocky and Jesse. No matter how much I slap him, hurt him or pull his hair he still touches me all the time.
Gary is also rather high up on the list. I'm the kind of person that actually does enjoy being the centre of male attention sometimes because for some weird reason it makes me feel better about myself.
Gary however, is a little too much. Not only is he being a total prick to Matt, but he's getting a little too touchy-feely for my liking.
Speaking of male attention, I almost wish I had more of Jason's but on the other hand I couldn't care less. What bugs me the most about him is that like Scott, he has a habit of telling me about girls who are hotter than me and how much they interest/turn him on. I love that so much.
I'm gonna be so mad if/when he ever does check up on me...it'll probably be just to see if I'm alive and to see if I still like him so he can feel all good about himself. Bitch.
It seems the only friend in my world right now that isn't treating me like dirt is Matt. Thanks hun.
I've just been at SG, maybe its seeing all those beautiful punk girls with heaps of friends and admirers that has done it.
Or maybe its just that I haven't spoken to Scott in over a week now and he hasn't even attempted to get into contact with me. No sms, no email, no offlines, nothing.
I used to think I meant something to him, maybe he cared about me just a little...but obviously not. This just drives the point home that I need to break it with him. Maybe now I can make myself hate him.
You know, it could be that I'm just really tired and I cannot wait until Friday is fucking over so I can just recoup, go horseriding and eat cake at my Nans.
I haven't taken my Luvox in two days now, which is probably effecting everything just a tad...I can't wait to go off that. I hate being dependant on tablets.
I've been feeling more and more frustrated with the people I know, which is probably why I've lengthened my list of people I don't like.
Stuart is high on my list. He's almost, if not just, as bad as Phillip, Rocky and Jesse. No matter how much I slap him, hurt him or pull his hair he still touches me all the time.
Gary is also rather high up on the list. I'm the kind of person that actually does enjoy being the centre of male attention sometimes because for some weird reason it makes me feel better about myself.
Gary however, is a little too much. Not only is he being a total prick to Matt, but he's getting a little too touchy-feely for my liking.
Speaking of male attention, I almost wish I had more of Jason's but on the other hand I couldn't care less. What bugs me the most about him is that like Scott, he has a habit of telling me about girls who are hotter than me and how much they interest/turn him on. I love that so much.
I'm gonna be so mad if/when he ever does check up on me...it'll probably be just to see if I'm alive and to see if I still like him so he can feel all good about himself. Bitch.
It seems the only friend in my world right now that isn't treating me like dirt is Matt. Thanks hun.