epiphany
i want someone who will tell me i'm beautiful
who likes cuddling as much as i do
who holds my hand in public because he wants to
who i can tell anything to
who i can trust to be honest with me
and to keep my secrets
who laughs at my stupid jokes
and has a good sense of humor
who cares about my feelings
and doesn't try to change who i am
who puts up with me when im crazy
who is not just my boyfriend
but my best friend at the same time
who has a good heart
who has similar opinions as me
on important issues like religion and politics
and less important things like movies and music and sports
and who can accept it when my opinions aren't the same
who i can talk to about anything, serious or otherwise
who will hold me while i cry
and cheer me up when i'm sad
and won't tell me that everything will be okay if it won't
who seems perfect to me even though he's not
who is a complete dork at times like me
and who i can't be embarassed in front of
even if i tried
who i am perfect with
who loves me for me
someone who i'm completely in love with
thank you for being that person. thank you for everything. i don't regret a minute of it.
thank you for knowing the right things to say, to make it easier for me to let go. people kept asking me if i love you so much, why weren't we staying together? if our relationship is so strong, why would we end it? they made me wonder if i wasnt fucking up. but now i realize that it doesnt matter if other people cant understand our reasons. i remember why this is what makes the most sense. i realize that you are still going to call. i realize that when i come home in two and a half months youll still be wanting to see me. i realize that you will still be there for me when i need you. i realize that everything is going to be okay and that this is for the best.
i love you.
who likes cuddling as much as i do
who holds my hand in public because he wants to
who i can tell anything to
who i can trust to be honest with me
and to keep my secrets
who laughs at my stupid jokes
and has a good sense of humor
who cares about my feelings
and doesn't try to change who i am
who puts up with me when im crazy
who is not just my boyfriend
but my best friend at the same time
who has a good heart
who has similar opinions as me
on important issues like religion and politics
and less important things like movies and music and sports
and who can accept it when my opinions aren't the same
who i can talk to about anything, serious or otherwise
who will hold me while i cry
and cheer me up when i'm sad
and won't tell me that everything will be okay if it won't
who seems perfect to me even though he's not
who is a complete dork at times like me
and who i can't be embarassed in front of
even if i tried
who i am perfect with
who loves me for me
someone who i'm completely in love with
thank you for being that person. thank you for everything. i don't regret a minute of it.
thank you for knowing the right things to say, to make it easier for me to let go. people kept asking me if i love you so much, why weren't we staying together? if our relationship is so strong, why would we end it? they made me wonder if i wasnt fucking up. but now i realize that it doesnt matter if other people cant understand our reasons. i remember why this is what makes the most sense. i realize that you are still going to call. i realize that when i come home in two and a half months youll still be wanting to see me. i realize that you will still be there for me when i need you. i realize that everything is going to be okay and that this is for the best.
i love you.