Jan 30, 2005 12:45
I'll never be good enough
Pain is my obsession
I can't find a cure
I don't want it and don't need it
But I keep coming back for more
You said you'd protect me
You said you'd be there
But those were lies
You never once cared
I want to run away
But then I find you
And I remember the good things
That we used to do
It won't do me any good
Because I run to you
Somehow you knew I would
You are my obsession
I can't find a cure
I don't want you or need you
But I keep coming back for more
Precious Angel
Rest now precious angel,
Forget about the pain.
Screaming at the world you can't seem to escape.
Cry now precious angel,
Cry for reasons no one can explain.
Push yourself farther into all this hate.
Bleed now precious angel,
Drag the blade again.
Pull away from all reality until you finally win.
Die now precious angel,
Let your soul slip silently free.
Die and show the world what they refused to see.
Promise un-kept
I made my promise,
And somehow I know I can't keep it.
I've fallen for you,
And would do anything to make you happy...
But I know I'm not what you want and you close your eyes,
So that you don't see that I don't mean anything to you.
I promised... that I would never leave you...
But I know you want more from me...
More, that I can't give you...,
More, that I am unable to give...,
More, that I just don't have.
When you look at me,
You see emptiness and I know it.
You tell me I'm beautiful,
But it's all just a lie, a joke...
You were my life and still are,
But you are so much different from me.
And I am just not ready for it.
I feel like I've been waiting all my life for you but...
You have come too late because my life is already over...
Or it just hasn't started yet...
I can’t keep my promise,
Because that would just me a lie…