Nov 13, 2006 18:13
Wow, I haven't updated in here for FOREVER. I decided to start using my LJ again- I don't know why just felt this strong desire to start it up again. =D
Sometimes I feel like I have a porn star's mind and a christian girl's body. Polka dots, stripes, bright coloured thongs; emo girl glasses and tears, small breasts, milky thighs; pouty lips and sexed up hair. Looking for an release besides my own fingers, looking for someones lips to bite rather than mine. Wishing for the world to collide, wishing that your fingers could replace mine and our kisses could silence pain. Sighing as everything comes back down and again i'm just enough not a pornstar in training. And yes, this post was about masturbation. Are you ready for that?