Treading
Everything is falling in, falling over me.
But im lost, and crying,
and for once, i do not know what to do.
I want to help,
But can I?
Will I just get in the way?
Or will I make things worse?
These things I ask of myself,
as I reflect on what this family has become,
where I lie in it,
and what I have done to make things come this far.
Falling, falling falling.
And I'm treading in the water, alone and afraid,
wonder what will happen next.
Oh gods, I think I'm lost.
But im lost, and crying,
and for once, i do not know what to do.
I want to help,
But can I?
Will I just get in the way?
Or will I make things worse?
These things I ask of myself,
as I reflect on what this family has become,
where I lie in it,
and what I have done to make things come this far.
Falling, falling falling.
And I'm treading in the water, alone and afraid,
wonder what will happen next.
Oh gods, I think I'm lost.