Mind on rejection of itself
I woke up this morning and it was a shitty day, however, later it actually became better. I just don't know if 'better' is better. Men are frustrating and I am not a mind reader...I dont want to get myself in a stupid situation. I guess my mind has been on overload lately. Basically I can only hope things turn out well with my job, apartment, school, etc. I have not liked anyone is a long time. I almost had felt sure of myself that I might not like anyone for even another year...I dono. Its hard when you take interest in someone without havin control. A part of me really is just going all warning signs and wanting me to stay the same. Fucking life as usual. I hate rollercosters. Well theres my piece of mind for now. I'm stupid.