missing
There are some days where I miss my dad like crazy, today is one of them. It's funny, when he passed away I thought that I would be sad every day of my life and I would never stop thinking about the loss that I felt. That didn't happen. Eventually it lessens until the thoughts go away... and then they only creep in eventually.
I had a dream last night where he was laying in his bed at home telling me that he just wanted to go. He's been gone for 2 1/2 years but in these dreams that I have it feels like he's around again. I have extremely vivid and detailed dreams... so when I dream about my dad it's like he's actually there. I think today is just going to be one of those days.
I thought the hardest day would be my wedding day, but to be honest I thought about him right before and then not during the wedding because I didn't want to be upset. I know that he was around. I've never been one to believe that... but he promised me before he died that he would be there.
It's just going to be one of those days and I'm really not looking forward to it.
I had a dream last night where he was laying in his bed at home telling me that he just wanted to go. He's been gone for 2 1/2 years but in these dreams that I have it feels like he's around again. I have extremely vivid and detailed dreams... so when I dream about my dad it's like he's actually there. I think today is just going to be one of those days.
I thought the hardest day would be my wedding day, but to be honest I thought about him right before and then not during the wedding because I didn't want to be upset. I know that he was around. I've never been one to believe that... but he promised me before he died that he would be there.
It's just going to be one of those days and I'm really not looking forward to it.