If only I could find the answer
Life is all about making tough decisions and choices. Yeah, I know that now, but somehow whatever I choose or decide the way my life should be, it never happens that way, sometimes the end result is not what I expected it to be. Because my imagination is so strong and I always things to be from a novel or a very unrealistic story so the real thing is always disappointing.
But I live through it. I love my life and want to make it better. Sometimes I take control and other times I just let the life take me where ever in any direction.
Right now I want few things from life, a good job, Phd position with funding, if that is not possible then a great job in the place I want to live (hmm, maybe France, Italy or Spain, I just love these Mediterranean countries ).
So, as I rambled a lot about the work I am doing with that irritating Y, today had a meeting with a representative from University who helped students to start their company by finding potential investors or companies. He asked us to decide if we are totally in with this project. He asked us to make a decision that if we are sure to leave our current job to work on the company full time. And I am not sure, this is my first job, I need this experience and most of all the money because I have piles of Student Loan on me. I also have a family who depends on me and all the crazy things I want to do in my life, learn so many different things.
i am not sure I am ready to make this decision yet, this kind of commitment so early in my career. But the opportunity is exciting, our own company. The risk is thrilling and I am always up for risk. Anyways, it will take few months and maybe year to make something concrete out of this project. Maybe, I'll let the life take me any direction and if I don't like it, I'll take control.
After all this is my life and I am free to do whatever I want. So
Dear Life,
Its me, I am little scared right now but you have been so good to me and please continue to be good to me. I'll treat you right and you treat me well. I'll make sure not to make a mess of you and you just take me to the right direction. I think we both will survive and be happy in the end. This partnership can work, if both of us are careful and just do what we love. We can even invite Luck and Destiny to our journey together. And have a full blown road trip. It will be adventurous and exciting. We will have a party. :)
All the best and hope everything works out in the end.
Love and respect you forever.
Moi
But I live through it. I love my life and want to make it better. Sometimes I take control and other times I just let the life take me where ever in any direction.
Right now I want few things from life, a good job, Phd position with funding, if that is not possible then a great job in the place I want to live (hmm, maybe France, Italy or Spain, I just love these Mediterranean countries ).
So, as I rambled a lot about the work I am doing with that irritating Y, today had a meeting with a representative from University who helped students to start their company by finding potential investors or companies. He asked us to decide if we are totally in with this project. He asked us to make a decision that if we are sure to leave our current job to work on the company full time. And I am not sure, this is my first job, I need this experience and most of all the money because I have piles of Student Loan on me. I also have a family who depends on me and all the crazy things I want to do in my life, learn so many different things.
i am not sure I am ready to make this decision yet, this kind of commitment so early in my career. But the opportunity is exciting, our own company. The risk is thrilling and I am always up for risk. Anyways, it will take few months and maybe year to make something concrete out of this project. Maybe, I'll let the life take me any direction and if I don't like it, I'll take control.
After all this is my life and I am free to do whatever I want. So
Dear Life,
Its me, I am little scared right now but you have been so good to me and please continue to be good to me. I'll treat you right and you treat me well. I'll make sure not to make a mess of you and you just take me to the right direction. I think we both will survive and be happy in the end. This partnership can work, if both of us are careful and just do what we love. We can even invite Luck and Destiny to our journey together. And have a full blown road trip. It will be adventurous and exciting. We will have a party. :)
All the best and hope everything works out in the end.
Love and respect you forever.
Moi