There are so many resons to be happy :)
I am so thoroguhly obsessed with Mathias that I have started a totally new story loosely based on him, not exactly about him but somehow, it is about him. I posted the story but didn't get the response I was expecting. I was disappointed but I have so many other reasons to be happy that finally I started to write again, it doesn't matter if people don't appreciate, I love all of stories equally, they are my baby and I will keep them alive in my head and most probably be able to finish it and post it. I don't care no one else read it or not. What matters is that I love them.
Some rambling about work, I hate Y as ever, don't want to work on his project anymore but I am no quitter, have to do his work. My project Manager is leaving and I am little sad that about that but wish him all the best with everything he will do. Also need to concentrate on my job, I have been slacking lately and my boss is not happy about it, he didn't say anything but I have this feeling that he is not happy with me.
Today a young kid, 10 or 11 came to me on my way back home from work and asked for 50p for bus fare. What the hell, why did he came to me asking for money, do I look like a walking change machine who give free charity and money to young kids. Sadly, I don't carry any cash or change with me so I said no but that adamant kid made me look into my bag and show him that I only has 3p with me. What a jerk, he will grow up to be a crook I am sure. God save such kids, and I am so stupid to even talk to him, I need to grow a backbone and yell at such kids.
Some rambling about my family now, something is going on at home and I'm not aware of it, my father is gambling with my hard earned money, my mother doesn't want me send money to him but doesn't say anything to him, something is going on with my sister and her boyfriend. I am so out of touch from her lately that I have no idea what is going on in her life anymore, we were use to be so close, I miss that connection sometimes. Well hope everything will be soon fine at home, need to talk to my father.
Also need to work hard and concentrate on my story.
But I have so many reasons to be happy and I am concentrating on that. Yay, happy and optimistic me. GO ME!!!!!!!!
P.S. watched Bride's War, it was alright. Not too good, not too bad. BLAAAAH
Some rambling about work, I hate Y as ever, don't want to work on his project anymore but I am no quitter, have to do his work. My project Manager is leaving and I am little sad that about that but wish him all the best with everything he will do. Also need to concentrate on my job, I have been slacking lately and my boss is not happy about it, he didn't say anything but I have this feeling that he is not happy with me.
Today a young kid, 10 or 11 came to me on my way back home from work and asked for 50p for bus fare. What the hell, why did he came to me asking for money, do I look like a walking change machine who give free charity and money to young kids. Sadly, I don't carry any cash or change with me so I said no but that adamant kid made me look into my bag and show him that I only has 3p with me. What a jerk, he will grow up to be a crook I am sure. God save such kids, and I am so stupid to even talk to him, I need to grow a backbone and yell at such kids.
Some rambling about my family now, something is going on at home and I'm not aware of it, my father is gambling with my hard earned money, my mother doesn't want me send money to him but doesn't say anything to him, something is going on with my sister and her boyfriend. I am so out of touch from her lately that I have no idea what is going on in her life anymore, we were use to be so close, I miss that connection sometimes. Well hope everything will be soon fine at home, need to talk to my father.
Also need to work hard and concentrate on my story.
But I have so many reasons to be happy and I am concentrating on that. Yay, happy and optimistic me. GO ME!!!!!!!!
P.S. watched Bride's War, it was alright. Not too good, not too bad. BLAAAAH