Mar 21, 2009 21:20
I had no idea I was addicted to appreciation like this. I was always a loner and it never mattered to me what people think of me. I was always in my own world which I should add that I rule that world. I only cared mostly what I think about myself, I always put so much high standard for myself which becomes impossible to achieve and then I blame myself for my own inability.
Never mattered to me what people think of me, if they like me or not. Never been a people pleaser because you just cannot please anyone.
But recently I have started writing and posting my stories online and I cannot tell how much I like when people like my story and appreciate it.
I totally love when people put good reviews. I check the story hit like 100 times a day to see how many people read it and like it.
Now I get it why people want to be famous and get appreciation.
I like when people love my work but I actually don't want them to know me. Maybe this my introvert nature but I just don't want strangers to know my intimate details of life. But I am putting my intimate thoughts and day dreams out there as a story but it doesn't bother me when people read that. I am totally ok with it as long as people like it.
Yeah, I can get use to this selected fame and appreciation.
SO hope people will do it more and I should do that to other people too.
life,
fame,
loved,
appreciation,
writing