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Gah, forgot to update yesterday.
Blah, I'm sick. My room was covered in tissues [toilet paper actually] from my freakin' nose. My throat doesn't feel so bad, but I am coughing. That would suck to have to miss exams next week. Well, it would kinda rock 'cause... no exams but it'd be a hassle.
And I barely feel like updating 'cause I'm freaking out 'cause I haven't talked to Jason or Theresa since ... Saturday, Sunday? And yesterday I remembered that they mentioned that Jason was being moved into a different room- maybe that means no computer/internet so... But I miss talking to him sooo much. Sigh. I almost feel like we're drifting, which is the most frightening and depressing shit about long-distance things. Of course, it isn't his fault or mine- which is even worse. I can't think of what else would prevent him from being online- unless he had some insane relapse and is... is dead. *snort* But... nah... Sigh. It's just so depressing, man. :( I have been online sooo much and it's driving my mom and sister insane and... Of course, there's the suspicious Greg issue to worry about, too. It's all making me nervous again.
I studied a little for my exams today, but of course I gotta study more. I'm only really irked about English 'cause I haven't found quotes to use in that essay, and maybe just a little irked about World History just 'cause it's AP.
Eh, this was kind of a shitty update. But I gotta go 'cause finally, I get some PS2 time to myself, hehe.
Blah, I'm sick. My room was covered in tissues [toilet paper actually] from my freakin' nose. My throat doesn't feel so bad, but I am coughing. That would suck to have to miss exams next week. Well, it would kinda rock 'cause... no exams but it'd be a hassle.
And I barely feel like updating 'cause I'm freaking out 'cause I haven't talked to Jason or Theresa since ... Saturday, Sunday? And yesterday I remembered that they mentioned that Jason was being moved into a different room- maybe that means no computer/internet so... But I miss talking to him sooo much. Sigh. I almost feel like we're drifting, which is the most frightening and depressing shit about long-distance things. Of course, it isn't his fault or mine- which is even worse. I can't think of what else would prevent him from being online- unless he had some insane relapse and is... is dead. *snort* But... nah... Sigh. It's just so depressing, man. :( I have been online sooo much and it's driving my mom and sister insane and... Of course, there's the suspicious Greg issue to worry about, too. It's all making me nervous again.
I studied a little for my exams today, but of course I gotta study more. I'm only really irked about English 'cause I haven't found quotes to use in that essay, and maybe just a little irked about World History just 'cause it's AP.
Eh, this was kind of a shitty update. But I gotta go 'cause finally, I get some PS2 time to myself, hehe.