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Oh wow... Oh thank you LJ, for giving us free account people up to 6 user icons!! Praise to the LJ gods!
Anyways, I'm supposed to be sad. *frown*
My art projects are not due tomorrow, but after break. :) PE was dull, no Whtney- but Louis was being fun and touchy, man he's great... Crap in biology- oh, have to remind myself to do the chapter 8 assessment for next semester... Aw man, HOD test tomorrow and I didn't even get to read all of the book. Oh well. Eaaaasy test in Algebra, but I hope it doesn't end up like that other one I said was way too easy. At lunch there was more Jenga, except some random kid and then the janitor bumped the table. It got crazy though, we played on the gound and that. Ahhh. Oh! In history, I made a 93 on that all-essay/short answer quiz!! My average is a 92, the highest it's ever been there, AH GOD! :D Aaand interp was dull.
Oh god, but I was sorta... shakey today. Jason didn't sign on last night and so far, not tonight either and my paranoia is getting the better of me. I mean... last time he didn't sign on for a while it was... it was when he told me he had- and now I dunno what to think. I have held out on asking the question "why" because it's as useless as hope. I don't wanna be pessimistic- or too optimistic but... It's... it's probably just the chemo making him really weak. Or maybe the laptop was taken away. Last night I kept having thoughts of... of losing him and so I've had to halt myself when I found myself thinking too much today. Sigh. I know he'd hate to know I was all painfully worried over him...
I wore an awesome, awesome skirt today. Long, black, layered/ruffled, thick. I was gonna take pictures... but Marissa came home with me after school 'cause she missed her bus and her mom didn't pick her up till like, 7:45. She acted pretty decent. Didn't whine about herself, thaaank goodness.
It's a good thing I IMed this fhani on Rubberneckin' 'cause our obsessive talks about Dhani have been distracting me for the most part. She posted this list of "can you imagine Dhani..." and then all sorts of random things, maybe I'll post it sometime. It's great.
That growth in my mouth is shrinking, thank goodness.
I'm getting tired, but it's gonna be difficult to sleep again tonight.
Anyways, I'm supposed to be sad. *frown*
My art projects are not due tomorrow, but after break. :) PE was dull, no Whtney- but Louis was being fun and touchy, man he's great... Crap in biology- oh, have to remind myself to do the chapter 8 assessment for next semester... Aw man, HOD test tomorrow and I didn't even get to read all of the book. Oh well. Eaaaasy test in Algebra, but I hope it doesn't end up like that other one I said was way too easy. At lunch there was more Jenga, except some random kid and then the janitor bumped the table. It got crazy though, we played on the gound and that. Ahhh. Oh! In history, I made a 93 on that all-essay/short answer quiz!! My average is a 92, the highest it's ever been there, AH GOD! :D Aaand interp was dull.
Oh god, but I was sorta... shakey today. Jason didn't sign on last night and so far, not tonight either and my paranoia is getting the better of me. I mean... last time he didn't sign on for a while it was... it was when he told me he had- and now I dunno what to think. I have held out on asking the question "why" because it's as useless as hope. I don't wanna be pessimistic- or too optimistic but... It's... it's probably just the chemo making him really weak. Or maybe the laptop was taken away. Last night I kept having thoughts of... of losing him and so I've had to halt myself when I found myself thinking too much today. Sigh. I know he'd hate to know I was all painfully worried over him...
I wore an awesome, awesome skirt today. Long, black, layered/ruffled, thick. I was gonna take pictures... but Marissa came home with me after school 'cause she missed her bus and her mom didn't pick her up till like, 7:45. She acted pretty decent. Didn't whine about herself, thaaank goodness.
It's a good thing I IMed this fhani on Rubberneckin' 'cause our obsessive talks about Dhani have been distracting me for the most part. She posted this list of "can you imagine Dhani..." and then all sorts of random things, maybe I'll post it sometime. It's great.
That growth in my mouth is shrinking, thank goodness.
I'm getting tired, but it's gonna be difficult to sleep again tonight.