I didn't lose my mind, it was mine to give away...
It's gotten to where I'm afraid to go hang out with my friends because I'm afraid of what they'll say. Some dumb people just don't know when to stop pissing me off. I'm not talking about ALL of them, but some just have to go and say shit to me that I'm already aware of, and they don't even know what they're talking about half the time. They just don't fucking understand what I'm going through. Adrianne, incase you're wondering this is NOT about you. Thanks babe, if it weren't for you I wouldn't be here. My hero for life. I love you forever...and some more--- partner!
But I can't help but feel like giving up. There's only one guy that understands me and he's gone. I will always care about him. I think just seeing him one more time and being held in his arms once again would blow away this burning pit of hell I've seemed to have lost myself in.
--I'll let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do, you are my only, my only one--
I've been living so dishonestly, and I'm sure you can see right through me. But I guess that's what happens when you fall. I have nothing left to lose, because it's all been taken from me. I have nothing left to give, because that's all I am.
But I can't help but feel like giving up. There's only one guy that understands me and he's gone. I will always care about him. I think just seeing him one more time and being held in his arms once again would blow away this burning pit of hell I've seemed to have lost myself in.
--I'll let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do, you are my only, my only one--
I've been living so dishonestly, and I'm sure you can see right through me. But I guess that's what happens when you fall. I have nothing left to lose, because it's all been taken from me. I have nothing left to give, because that's all I am.