More bad news.

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Just got off the phone with Scott and it's not good. The doctors could not find anything from the colonoscopy, but Mr. Brian's condition is worse now than it was. He has lost more blood and needed another blood transfusion this morning, his heart rate is dropping, and he is currently in ICU. Y'all... I am so scared and worried right now. I've just been worried all day and then when I got this news i just burst out in tears. I wish there was something I could do. Scott is debating whether or not to go down there because he is not sure he will even get down there to see his dad. I know that if this were me, I'd be down there already and if I couldn't see my dad, I'd at least be there for my mom (in his case, his stepmom and little brother).

I'm almost physically sick from bein so worried and crying so much. I'm at work still and my boss has been bugging me to just go on home. I don't know what to do.

I think i might call my pastor tonite and ask him to pray with me.
I'm going to pray now.

Dear Lord,

Please keep Scott's daddy wrapped in your loving arms and give him the strength to get through this dilemma. Wrap his family, including scott, in your love and reassure them that everything will be taken care of and that things are in your hands. Give us all the courage to deal with this and allow us to be hopeful in this time of fear and uncertainty. Allow your angels to surround Mr. brian and keep him safe through all of this.

In your loving name I pray...

Amen.