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I've been MIA...I apologize :(
I'm alive and doing fairly well. My get-my-life-together plan is coming along, I think.
Math is stupid and so is Spanish, but the Russians are ok. Oof. Only 8 more weeks til the end of the semester.
Working out is stupid and I hate it and am bad at it :( Went swimming Monday night...didn't really do anything overly productive...I think I might go this afternoon and swim laps. We'll see. I need to start trying to run. Ugh.
Boy is stupid and confusing, but consistently so, so I'm getting used to it. Dealing and moving on and spank bank and all that. PS, please don't get drunk and tell me you can't imagine life without me and that you HAVE to have me in your life, while telling me (while I'm sober) that we can't be together in the same breath. Also, telling me how much you want to kiss me doesn't help either. kthnx
Mel AND Jenna are going to be gone next weekend. I'm going to go crazy. Jor and I are supposed to watch Sex as Comedy sometime soon...maybe we'll be able to do that if he's not working?
Emily's sick again and we don't know what's wrong. AGAIN. More inconclusive tests. Very possibly something with her thyroid b/c no energy, no appetite, always freezing, and something is huge and swollen in her throat which may possibly be her thyroid. What makes it more believable is that my dad has hyperthyroidism and my cousin and aunt both have hypothyroidism. Ugh. Who do I have to pay off to get this girl a break? This is getting ridiculous. Everything was going so well for her...school was going well, swimming was great, she got a 32 on her MCAT (!!!), she and Dave might be going to school in the same cities next year...and then this. Can she have ONE YEAR where she's not in and out of the hospital? PLEASE?!
My eyes are fucked up again. Coming home the Nov 6 for an eye appointment to see if my prescription has changed yet again. w00t.
The anxiety and stress is starting to really get to me on a physical level, not just mentally and emotionally. If only it'd make me lose weight and not just give me chronic headaches and fatigue!
I'm alive and doing fairly well. My get-my-life-together plan is coming along, I think.
Math is stupid and so is Spanish, but the Russians are ok. Oof. Only 8 more weeks til the end of the semester.
Working out is stupid and I hate it and am bad at it :( Went swimming Monday night...didn't really do anything overly productive...I think I might go this afternoon and swim laps. We'll see. I need to start trying to run. Ugh.
Boy is stupid and confusing, but consistently so, so I'm getting used to it. Dealing and moving on and spank bank and all that. PS, please don't get drunk and tell me you can't imagine life without me and that you HAVE to have me in your life, while telling me (while I'm sober) that we can't be together in the same breath. Also, telling me how much you want to kiss me doesn't help either. kthnx
Mel AND Jenna are going to be gone next weekend. I'm going to go crazy. Jor and I are supposed to watch Sex as Comedy sometime soon...maybe we'll be able to do that if he's not working?
Emily's sick again and we don't know what's wrong. AGAIN. More inconclusive tests. Very possibly something with her thyroid b/c no energy, no appetite, always freezing, and something is huge and swollen in her throat which may possibly be her thyroid. What makes it more believable is that my dad has hyperthyroidism and my cousin and aunt both have hypothyroidism. Ugh. Who do I have to pay off to get this girl a break? This is getting ridiculous. Everything was going so well for her...school was going well, swimming was great, she got a 32 on her MCAT (!!!), she and Dave might be going to school in the same cities next year...and then this. Can she have ONE YEAR where she's not in and out of the hospital? PLEASE?!
My eyes are fucked up again. Coming home the Nov 6 for an eye appointment to see if my prescription has changed yet again. w00t.
The anxiety and stress is starting to really get to me on a physical level, not just mentally and emotionally. If only it'd make me lose weight and not just give me chronic headaches and fatigue!