I think about all of the time I have spent here.
The laughter. The tears. Love requited and not. Friendships forming, lasting, and on rare occasions ending. Where I came from and, scarily, where I'm going.
Most of all, I think about him. About how far he's come in just four nights. About how slightly famous he's becoming with every "Hey, good job" or "You were awesome". And I feel so proud of him, though in all honestly, I didn't expect anything less than what he gave- perfection.
I feel so very... at home. So safe, and warm. As if this were the most stable thing I've ever been a part of. And I like it. A lot.
I feel sad that he ends his show tonight, but it's only fleeting. He'll be all mine again once it's over, after all. (^_^) Only this time, we both will have seen this amazing thing he's capable of. And I for one, could not be more proud or happy for him. <3
/saccharine
*~Mel~*
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