jake=wonderfulness
Well I'm sure in for it....Jake is so mad at me right now...and I think I have a clue why...something other than what happened on Tuesday. He's been so sweet to me and did so much for me just so he could come to Carson and switched around his schedule to have first period with me....and I've been so awful! No wonder he doesn't want to talk to me. I don't want to talk to me right now either. I never let him know how much I appreciate him, even though I do. Very much so.
He is just so wonderful and I treated him differently at school. It felt so akward to be talking to him for the first time since we've been dating (I got grounded from the phone Friday) and I kinda steeled myself against him and acted with a little indifference....I guess it wasn't what he expected from me when he first came to school. I feel so stupid. I'm absolutely crazy about him...and I don't know why I'm trying to not let it show. He does. Or did when he wasn't so mad at me. I feel like such a horrible...well, you know what. I just hope he talks to me soon. He atleast wanted to talk to me Tuesday night cause he called my cell phone back...I was alseep and couldn't pick up. Then he wanted to talk to me Thursday morning...but then didn't. He'd had a really bad day so far. I really wish he would have came and told me about this, though. I didn't realize what I was doing.
bbbllaaahhh!!!!! I have to go do something to get my mind off of this. I just wish he knew how sorry I am.
He is just so wonderful and I treated him differently at school. It felt so akward to be talking to him for the first time since we've been dating (I got grounded from the phone Friday) and I kinda steeled myself against him and acted with a little indifference....I guess it wasn't what he expected from me when he first came to school. I feel so stupid. I'm absolutely crazy about him...and I don't know why I'm trying to not let it show. He does. Or did when he wasn't so mad at me. I feel like such a horrible...well, you know what. I just hope he talks to me soon. He atleast wanted to talk to me Tuesday night cause he called my cell phone back...I was alseep and couldn't pick up. Then he wanted to talk to me Thursday morning...but then didn't. He'd had a really bad day so far. I really wish he would have came and told me about this, though. I didn't realize what I was doing.
bbbllaaahhh!!!!! I have to go do something to get my mind off of this. I just wish he knew how sorry I am.