Sep 19, 2005 22:59
Damn best friends... you can't even be mad at them when you want to be because you just care too much. It's something I can live with though. All I wanted to do was be out, I've been cooped up forever. Ehh, it's ok.
So I've decided I'm going back to fsu next fall. No matter what. I'm putting half my paycheck from now on into a saving's account to save up. I have to go back, I can't believe how much I miss it. Waking up in my dorm, walking across campus to class. You were free, but you weren't burdened by the massive responsibility. I don't care how many loans I have to take out, I WILL go back. I'll die in this town, I really think so. I can't do that.
I'm back at work, the place...is falling apart? boxes up to the ceiling. Cinny is freaking out, and I don't blame her, She can't get a handle on it yet, but she wont let me help her until she does. My time can be better spent getting the stock room together and organized, getting a flow going so things run smoothly. Instead I'm on the sales floor doing the job of a sales associate. It's aggrivating.
I'm lost, again....damnit. In the interim, I need a boyfriend. GRR