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Wow, it was much easier than I thought it was for you to just drop me from your life. And I must admit, it hurts quite a bit. It makes me wonder if you were ever really a true friend to begin with. All the times I offered to drop everything I was doing to be there for you if you needed me and being turned down. All the times I needed someone and knew in the back of my head that when or if I even went to you, you would be A. too busy, or B. magically disapear. I laugh now, because I realize you treated me the same way he treated you. No I'm starting to think you cared even less than that. I was convienent. A ride, a free meal, an ear, and yet, when I was no longer convenient for you, I was dropped. Well, fine, you have plenty of other friends who will go out of their way to fit into YOUR schedule, because god forbid you make an effort to do the same for them. I'm so hurt by you. Once again, I look back on a friendship I thought was something special and realize I got used...AGAIN. I thought you understood it when you realized how much it hurt me when Matt did it. You did the SAME thing. You used me for your own ends, and dropped me when it wasn't working for you. I even know that when you said you "considered" dating me it wasn't because you had any real feelings for me, it was because you were so desperate for someone you thought I'd be easy and readily available. And don't give me bs about how I'm wrong, I know I'm right, and I'd like to believe your word is good enough for me to believe I'm wrong, but we both know how good your word is....
Goodbye
Goodbye