I'm like cookie dough....

[sauce_monkey]

I'm falling, I can feel it. Trust me when I say I'm fighting it, losing myself in school, work, friends. But when my thoughts linger, I hurt. I don't want to hurt! I don't deserve to hurt. But I do. I was good today, so good, I didn't get upset once. I had completely lost myself in work. It was awesome, Cinny Jo is awesome. We are going to do so

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[safirephoenix]

OF course I get the Cookie dough refference. And understand exactly where you're words and feelings come from. I"ve never read a post like this from you before. I know it's hard to talk in person about stuff like this, but if you ever want to, you know I will be glad to. Similar emotions from other people can be healing. You know? Having someone to relate to. And it's not to much to ask one person to fill all those things. Cause if it's absolute true love all missing parts are filled and when they're not, the guy will nearly kill himself trying, and that's what it takes to make you complete. It's a strange kind of loop. But Mike, please call me and let me know anything I can do anytime, anywhere. Ok? I love you sooooo much! Best friends in less then a month!

It'll happen one day, as long as you don't give up. But it'll be hard... I think to truely happy in a real relationship, you have to be totally ok with being just yourself, and alone... I guess it's one of those you have to stop looking before you find it things.... I don't really know, I'm just repeating what others have said and it seems to make sense. Love you Mike, TTFN....

[sauce_monkey]

You don't count, you saw it first hand like 3 days ago...cheater!