A thought, A Dream, A Symphony of Imagination, All leads to Sorrow
Hey, so I haven't updated in awhile and it feels like the right time to do so. I mean it's 3:26 in the morning..PERFECT TIME to update. Ok...where to begin.
I'm in a new weight class! woohoo! I am no longer Obesce! Lol...just overwheight! so ha! lol. I am so happy with myself it's not even funny. I have more energy, eat less, get this, I ran from one end of edison mall to the other one day to catch up with Kenia, something a year ago would have left me winded and walking at the halfway point. But now? It didn't even bother me. I make Greg, strong muscular upper body GRR boy, look like a wuss when it comes to Stamina at the gym. hehe *Sorry Stella but you were too cute at the gym* I went hunting for a picture I had taken a year ago at Ladu's Grad party of Tasha sitting in my lap. We both have shrunk SO much. I see pics of me and I barely recocgnize myself. I'm not gloating, but I'm so proud of myself!
Side Note...Amanda Bourque, you have no idea what an inspiration you were to me to get myself on the right track to slimming down. Seeing you shrink into the complete hottness you were that night at Bonita Bills...is what made me decide that I too could be a regulation hottie. I'm not there yet, but I'm getting better at it daily :-p
Umm lets see. Work, well, I may no longer have a job, though I highly doubt that. I offered to turn in my two weeks tonight if Kenia doesn't want me, after SLAVING away in her back room. I secretly stayed an extra hour and a half *thanks Marcus for sticking around btw* and finished things up as best I could. I freaked out when I left and realized I had left some trash on the ground. Like MASSIVELY, I wanted to rush back and pick it up because I'm so afraid of making a mistake now...But I was like, you know, it's just some boxes..if Kenia can't deal, then I don't need this job neway. Although I like it *I think I secretly enjoy the stress..I know, I'm a total sado*
Boys. Ha! I don't even know where to begin, or what I should talk about. I feel so much for so many things. Things I want to happen but know shouldn't/can't. Things I think are going on but may be very wrong about? But if I'm right, should I even consider it? How bad would that be? What's funny is only one person out there will read...reread, and then read AGAIN, what I'm saying and will go OHH...and understand exactly what I'm talking about. And speaking of that..moving on to..
Friends! Marcus, I miss you, I work with you nearly every day, yet I feel like we never see eachother. We need some alone friend time to just sit and talk like we used to. *And this time, not online or on the phone..blah!* I really hope school will go well for you!
Greg...Gregster, Gregorama, Stella. Is it possible to have only known you for a month? Then why do I feel like you're going to be one of the best friends I'll ever have in my life? And don't give me that "oh it's because you're a giver and I'm a giver and blah blah" There is something about us that just clicks...like the creepy times we know exactly what the other is about to say, or order the same thing, and with just a look know what the other is thinking. Things that friends only develop through long periods of time, we've developed within a month. I even tried to hide you from the jewlery counter the other day because I had already seen the hearts and didn't want you to. It would have made one killer christmas present. :-p That's why I tried dragging you away. I wonder if you ever read my drunken message I just realized I left scrawled on your blackboard..OMG...forget I said that.
My life is going well, there are a few complaints but since there is no customer service department for life...I will deal with them in the best way I know how...Shopping!
I'm finally getting sleepy so I shall bid you all adue
Goodnight all!
Love,
Nibbler
I'm in a new weight class! woohoo! I am no longer Obesce! Lol...just overwheight! so ha! lol. I am so happy with myself it's not even funny. I have more energy, eat less, get this, I ran from one end of edison mall to the other one day to catch up with Kenia, something a year ago would have left me winded and walking at the halfway point. But now? It didn't even bother me. I make Greg, strong muscular upper body GRR boy, look like a wuss when it comes to Stamina at the gym. hehe *Sorry Stella but you were too cute at the gym* I went hunting for a picture I had taken a year ago at Ladu's Grad party of Tasha sitting in my lap. We both have shrunk SO much. I see pics of me and I barely recocgnize myself. I'm not gloating, but I'm so proud of myself!
Side Note...Amanda Bourque, you have no idea what an inspiration you were to me to get myself on the right track to slimming down. Seeing you shrink into the complete hottness you were that night at Bonita Bills...is what made me decide that I too could be a regulation hottie. I'm not there yet, but I'm getting better at it daily :-p
Umm lets see. Work, well, I may no longer have a job, though I highly doubt that. I offered to turn in my two weeks tonight if Kenia doesn't want me, after SLAVING away in her back room. I secretly stayed an extra hour and a half *thanks Marcus for sticking around btw* and finished things up as best I could. I freaked out when I left and realized I had left some trash on the ground. Like MASSIVELY, I wanted to rush back and pick it up because I'm so afraid of making a mistake now...But I was like, you know, it's just some boxes..if Kenia can't deal, then I don't need this job neway. Although I like it *I think I secretly enjoy the stress..I know, I'm a total sado*
Boys. Ha! I don't even know where to begin, or what I should talk about. I feel so much for so many things. Things I want to happen but know shouldn't/can't. Things I think are going on but may be very wrong about? But if I'm right, should I even consider it? How bad would that be? What's funny is only one person out there will read...reread, and then read AGAIN, what I'm saying and will go OHH...and understand exactly what I'm talking about. And speaking of that..moving on to..
Friends! Marcus, I miss you, I work with you nearly every day, yet I feel like we never see eachother. We need some alone friend time to just sit and talk like we used to. *And this time, not online or on the phone..blah!* I really hope school will go well for you!
Greg...Gregster, Gregorama, Stella. Is it possible to have only known you for a month? Then why do I feel like you're going to be one of the best friends I'll ever have in my life? And don't give me that "oh it's because you're a giver and I'm a giver and blah blah" There is something about us that just clicks...like the creepy times we know exactly what the other is about to say, or order the same thing, and with just a look know what the other is thinking. Things that friends only develop through long periods of time, we've developed within a month. I even tried to hide you from the jewlery counter the other day because I had already seen the hearts and didn't want you to. It would have made one killer christmas present. :-p That's why I tried dragging you away. I wonder if you ever read my drunken message I just realized I left scrawled on your blackboard..OMG...forget I said that.
My life is going well, there are a few complaints but since there is no customer service department for life...I will deal with them in the best way I know how...Shopping!
I'm finally getting sleepy so I shall bid you all adue
Goodnight all!
Love,
Nibbler