because aaron updated his journal...
aaron finally updated his journal bc i told him to and it really made me happy... really truely happy... i actually feel loved!! thats a first! (by a guy that is) here is the section- :):):) thanks aaron!
ON A LIGHTER NOTE! To my Kristina Powell. Ms. Lemon trying to hook us up is rather hilarious. The kicker is that I have a longtime secret that I've hidden from you...and hidden so well might I add...but I think it is rather ironic that she is attempting what seems to be impossible. The timing was really bad considering the circumstances of both you and I. I wish circumstances were better. I'll just be honest. I've liked you since we came into highschool. I think you are so rock solid and hardcore. You are just so open and so honest in everything you do. You have a heart of gold, you come from a well backgrounded family which I love your mom...Just everything about you is wonderful. You are smart, fun, loving, and beautiful. I have said it time and time again that you are one of the most beautiful people I have ever met...You are you and I love that in you. Another quality I like about you is that is that you are strong. Your history with guys makes you very strong and not in need of a guy constantly. Girls who don't have a good history with their fathers or come from a male-damaged background are too clingy and easily tormented. You have learned that guys are assets and can be used however you pawn them to do so. I like that because I don't mind being pushed around a little bit...but because I am such a strong personality I don't mind pushing back...You and I go way back and it started long ago. Why I have been so shy and why I have thought this very same thought for the last 4 years I have no idea. I think you've known it all along through the years and I really don't think it's any secret. Dating you would be different...but if this with Kaitlyn doesn't work...I might take up the chance because this feeling sucks. Feeling cold isn't what I'm going for...but what's wierd is everytime I'm around you, in your presense, looking at your smile, eyes, and face....everytime I touch you I feel something rush through me...it's like a warmth I've never felt before. But it's a warmth I will always remember....so if this doesn't work out, I am going to seriously think about what I've thought for so many years. This may wierd you out and if it does, I'm sorry...people can't hide their feelings and keep them restrained for long periods of time. I will live like there is no tomorrow...and whatever happens happens for a reason...I'll see where the winds blows and at this point in time...I pray the winds blows me in your direction....Signed, Aaron*~
ON A LIGHTER NOTE! To my Kristina Powell. Ms. Lemon trying to hook us up is rather hilarious. The kicker is that I have a longtime secret that I've hidden from you...and hidden so well might I add...but I think it is rather ironic that she is attempting what seems to be impossible. The timing was really bad considering the circumstances of both you and I. I wish circumstances were better. I'll just be honest. I've liked you since we came into highschool. I think you are so rock solid and hardcore. You are just so open and so honest in everything you do. You have a heart of gold, you come from a well backgrounded family which I love your mom...Just everything about you is wonderful. You are smart, fun, loving, and beautiful. I have said it time and time again that you are one of the most beautiful people I have ever met...You are you and I love that in you. Another quality I like about you is that is that you are strong. Your history with guys makes you very strong and not in need of a guy constantly. Girls who don't have a good history with their fathers or come from a male-damaged background are too clingy and easily tormented. You have learned that guys are assets and can be used however you pawn them to do so. I like that because I don't mind being pushed around a little bit...but because I am such a strong personality I don't mind pushing back...You and I go way back and it started long ago. Why I have been so shy and why I have thought this very same thought for the last 4 years I have no idea. I think you've known it all along through the years and I really don't think it's any secret. Dating you would be different...but if this with Kaitlyn doesn't work...I might take up the chance because this feeling sucks. Feeling cold isn't what I'm going for...but what's wierd is everytime I'm around you, in your presense, looking at your smile, eyes, and face....everytime I touch you I feel something rush through me...it's like a warmth I've never felt before. But it's a warmth I will always remember....so if this doesn't work out, I am going to seriously think about what I've thought for so many years. This may wierd you out and if it does, I'm sorry...people can't hide their feelings and keep them restrained for long periods of time. I will live like there is no tomorrow...and whatever happens happens for a reason...I'll see where the winds blows and at this point in time...I pray the winds blows me in your direction....Signed, Aaron*~