Poison

[saturnswirl]

The poison keeps me going
It keeps me going
Day after day
It fuels me
At the same time destroying me
I am poisoning myself
By letting this get to me
It still gets to me
She still gets to me
If she has the control
I am left like a helpless child
Awaiting my next feeding
She only gives me a little at a time
But it's just enough to keep me going
Until I get my next fix

When will I finally have the courage
The strength
To take this poison
Pour it into a glass
And throw it against a fucking wall