This week, I am...
- Wondering how I am going to deal with this schedule (t/th classes from 9:30-5, mwf work 11-5) because already I am exhausted everyday and when I go home, I am too tired to think about homework.
- Wondering especially how I am going to deal with next week, which is Rush week. We have parties every night until 10pm. This is my last year to participate in Rush, and it's sad, because as much as I hate Rush because it's stressful and hectic, and it takes me a while to adjust to a bunch of new girls, realizing that this is my last year as an active sister is making me sad.
- Feeling fazed out of PRIDE. So so so many new freshmen are around now, and the whole dynamic is different, and it's becoming very apparent to me that it's time for me to move on, but it's hard to swallow.
- Freaking out about what I want to go to graduate school for...School Counseling? School Psychology? Clinical Psychology? Also freaking out about whether or not I should take a year off, which will make it more likely I will get into grad programs and give me time to get some more experience, or whether I should just go right in, because if I don't, then I have to hound people a year later for letters of rec., and who knows if they will remember me!
- Overwhelmed, basically.
- Loving my girlfriend more and more. Things between us are so wonderful. Our schedules may not match up very much, and we are both scared and stressed out about our futures, but things in our relationship are marvelous. We are there for each other, and we aren't fighting, and we are saying I love you a lot more and just being more appreciative of each other and cuddling more too.
- Wondering especially how I am going to deal with next week, which is Rush week. We have parties every night until 10pm. This is my last year to participate in Rush, and it's sad, because as much as I hate Rush because it's stressful and hectic, and it takes me a while to adjust to a bunch of new girls, realizing that this is my last year as an active sister is making me sad.
- Feeling fazed out of PRIDE. So so so many new freshmen are around now, and the whole dynamic is different, and it's becoming very apparent to me that it's time for me to move on, but it's hard to swallow.
- Freaking out about what I want to go to graduate school for...School Counseling? School Psychology? Clinical Psychology? Also freaking out about whether or not I should take a year off, which will make it more likely I will get into grad programs and give me time to get some more experience, or whether I should just go right in, because if I don't, then I have to hound people a year later for letters of rec., and who knows if they will remember me!
- Overwhelmed, basically.
- Loving my girlfriend more and more. Things between us are so wonderful. Our schedules may not match up very much, and we are both scared and stressed out about our futures, but things in our relationship are marvelous. We are there for each other, and we aren't fighting, and we are saying I love you a lot more and just being more appreciative of each other and cuddling more too.