if even just once i would like to call and not have to hear "can i call you back a little later?"
i'm just feeling so irritated lately. i guess stress has just been putting me on edge. i understand that i can't blame anyone else for my problems, and i can't expect anything but minimal caring. but, i wish that he would just fucking see that i'm hurting right now... and maybe i want him to be here with me. to hold my fucking hand when i'm upset. not tell me he'll call me back because hes doing this or that. generally, it doesn't bother me. i understand, i mean... if i were hanging out with people or doing whatever else i would probably say "can i call you back?" also. but, it becomes a problem when its every time. and i don't even get to talk to him until really fucking late... when by that point i don't even really want to talk anymore. i just don't know what to do right now. i know when i'm not okay. and i'm not right now. i just need something that i'm not getting. and there is no way in hell i'm asking.
in other news.... worked on my paper today. i'm done with about 1/3 of it. i have to finish the rest tomorrow. hung out with Will for a bit, thats always cool. now i'm just sitting here... bored... and irritated...
in other news.... worked on my paper today. i'm done with about 1/3 of it. i have to finish the rest tomorrow. hung out with Will for a bit, thats always cool. now i'm just sitting here... bored... and irritated...