dee dee dee
So things are starting to look slightly brighter in my little world. I suppose the big problem for me is that I can’t leave well enough alone. Like there’s a need for semantics. If I could just take life a it is and not try to analyze the inner workings of the man up stairs then maybe life wouldn’t be so complicating.
Work is tolerable. To the point where I don’t feel like gouging the eyes out of customers who come in and take decades to decide on what they want to eat. “Three meat combo with sausage, ribs, and…ugh………..brisket….wait no change that to turkey. Actually I’m not all that hungry, let’s do the two meat combo.” God Bless America! And hot guys with wash board abs. (yes it’s that bad sometimes) But I’ve managed. With the help of scientifically enhanced medication I can sleepwalk my way through a whole shift. And sometimes, depending on the day, a double.
So I’m leaving for Cancun on Thursday. Hopefully it’s a pleasant escape but we can’t all be to hopeful. I need the time away from drama and thinking. I wish my parents hadn’t insisted on taking Brandon. It would have been so much fun to just be with friends. But I’ll make do with who I’m with. I mean it’s Cancun…you can’t go wrong in Cancun. But if Brandon makes me regret and minute of it…his God Bless America is going to regret he ever fell in love with me.
Well I’m going to leave on that note because my friends are calling me to hang out and I don’t feel like being home right now. So toodles to all. And to all a great f-ing night lol.
Work is tolerable. To the point where I don’t feel like gouging the eyes out of customers who come in and take decades to decide on what they want to eat. “Three meat combo with sausage, ribs, and…ugh………..brisket….wait no change that to turkey. Actually I’m not all that hungry, let’s do the two meat combo.” God Bless America! And hot guys with wash board abs. (yes it’s that bad sometimes) But I’ve managed. With the help of scientifically enhanced medication I can sleepwalk my way through a whole shift. And sometimes, depending on the day, a double.
So I’m leaving for Cancun on Thursday. Hopefully it’s a pleasant escape but we can’t all be to hopeful. I need the time away from drama and thinking. I wish my parents hadn’t insisted on taking Brandon. It would have been so much fun to just be with friends. But I’ll make do with who I’m with. I mean it’s Cancun…you can’t go wrong in Cancun. But if Brandon makes me regret and minute of it…his God Bless America is going to regret he ever fell in love with me.
Well I’m going to leave on that note because my friends are calling me to hang out and I don’t feel like being home right now. So toodles to all. And to all a great f-ing night lol.