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Today was basically a do-nothing day, and I think it was to my benefit that today was a do-nothing day.
Actually, today was a "do-nothing-but-watch-ABDC-and-ride-out-feeling-lonely" day, but I still think it was to my benefit that I didn't force myself to do anything and just rode things out. I woke up kind of anxious, which faded into feeling tired/sad/lonely, which transitioned into feeling...eh. Not sad. Still sleepy. I might turn in early unless I get distracted by Recettear or by this Divine Bitches shoot I'm in the process of downloading from Files Tube. (FT takes for-fucking-ever to download stuff, but since I'm not ready to add a porn subscription to my list of things appearing on my bank statement--albeit, really quality, fascinating porn that gets me having thinky thoughts--and really can't be spending money on a subscription as long as I have loans to repay...) I think tomorrow might also be a do-nothing day, but I'm not sure yet. All depends on how I wake up.
I'm also pretty sure part of the way I'm feeling lately might be due to PMS. At least, I hope so. I've never hoped for PMS to be the answer so much before, maybe ever. /o\ Still, at least I didn't have any of the paranoid social thoughts? I just felt lonely and wanted a snuggle partner. (Which led to my dad telling me that if I did a serious cleaning of my room, we could be on the path to seriously talking about getting a dog. I'm a little dubious about this, so I'll probably ask him about it tomorrow.)
As much as I've been feeling lonely and as good as having a do-nothing day today was, though, I definitely want to make the weekend productive with regards to putting the poetry book together. I have a whole bunch of pieces to wade through (both in my files and under my speed poetry tag on here), so that's gonna be the hardest part. I have my title already, though? Title's also a hard part. We'll see how it goes. I'm hoping that come the end of the weekend, I'll have some kind of, "Yay, I'm past one of the hard parts!" posts. XD
Actually, today was a "do-nothing-but-watch-ABDC-and-ride-out-feeling-lonely" day, but I still think it was to my benefit that I didn't force myself to do anything and just rode things out. I woke up kind of anxious, which faded into feeling tired/sad/lonely, which transitioned into feeling...eh. Not sad. Still sleepy. I might turn in early unless I get distracted by Recettear or by this Divine Bitches shoot I'm in the process of downloading from Files Tube. (FT takes for-fucking-ever to download stuff, but since I'm not ready to add a porn subscription to my list of things appearing on my bank statement--albeit, really quality, fascinating porn that gets me having thinky thoughts--and really can't be spending money on a subscription as long as I have loans to repay...) I think tomorrow might also be a do-nothing day, but I'm not sure yet. All depends on how I wake up.
I'm also pretty sure part of the way I'm feeling lately might be due to PMS. At least, I hope so. I've never hoped for PMS to be the answer so much before, maybe ever. /o\ Still, at least I didn't have any of the paranoid social thoughts? I just felt lonely and wanted a snuggle partner. (Which led to my dad telling me that if I did a serious cleaning of my room, we could be on the path to seriously talking about getting a dog. I'm a little dubious about this, so I'll probably ask him about it tomorrow.)
As much as I've been feeling lonely and as good as having a do-nothing day today was, though, I definitely want to make the weekend productive with regards to putting the poetry book together. I have a whole bunch of pieces to wade through (both in my files and under my speed poetry tag on here), so that's gonna be the hardest part. I have my title already, though? Title's also a hard part. We'll see how it goes. I'm hoping that come the end of the weekend, I'll have some kind of, "Yay, I'm past one of the hard parts!" posts. XD