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[saturn_in_rain]

awkward silence leads
to gushing blood &
helplessness leads to
pathetic tears... but, if
you listen, you'll hear
twilight speak bittersweet
tales of misfortune
overwhelmed by beauty
& the reality that
replaces sleepless nights
angry screams upset
the memory of bedtime stories
while pictures hold memories
of times i don't remember living
& i wonder why i must
go back to sleep now
after finally being awake
for the first time














& it all just fades away...