What is this feeling?
Have you ever felt...
no matter how hard you tried...
it seemed to get worse then better...
where every word you said came out wrong...
that you destiny was yelling at you...
you couldn't reach it, hold it, or feeling...
but it was in front of you...
and the many many times you tried to grab it...
it oozed out of your hands like thick water...
ever day you feel it around you...
laughing, playing, singing...
yet it's still not in reach even with it beside you...
it repeats that it's only a dream and nothing more...
that it's your destiny but you can't have it...
it says no...
over and over again...
but everything else is pushing you to it...
only to fall through it...
onto the hard floor...
why is it there if I can't have it?
Why won't it go away?
Leave me alone?
Or is this action the destiny and not it?
Is this feeling the destiny?
the fate?
~Ja
no matter how hard you tried...
it seemed to get worse then better...
where every word you said came out wrong...
that you destiny was yelling at you...
you couldn't reach it, hold it, or feeling...
but it was in front of you...
and the many many times you tried to grab it...
it oozed out of your hands like thick water...
ever day you feel it around you...
laughing, playing, singing...
yet it's still not in reach even with it beside you...
it repeats that it's only a dream and nothing more...
that it's your destiny but you can't have it...
it says no...
over and over again...
but everything else is pushing you to it...
only to fall through it...
onto the hard floor...
why is it there if I can't have it?
Why won't it go away?
Leave me alone?
Or is this action the destiny and not it?
Is this feeling the destiny?
the fate?
~Ja