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saturn_firefly

Everything is lost...

Jan 28, 2007 18:43

~Earth

Today I have OFFICIALLY LOST everything ( Read more... )

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gsv2 January 29 2007, 00:59:19 UTC

*HUG* hey... *HUG*

saturn_firefly January 29 2007, 01:54:49 UTC

*hugs* ;_;

gsv2 January 29 2007, 02:35:52 UTC

Your friends still care and worry about you. Regardless of what is lost or gained we believe in you. You still have our hearts and hopes with you and you always will.

saturn_firefly January 29 2007, 02:55:12 UTC

Some times it isn't enough. and sadly this is my fault...no one can prevent or do this other than me. It is my fault and now I have to suffer for it. Like everything, I do something wrong without knowing it and the worse happens and like another said. I maybe in an oasis with my friends but I'm just throwing them into the fire in order to be in the oasis. I hate my self for doing this and I hate myself even more because I didn't know I was doing this.

So I'm sorry, it would be best that I don't speack to anyone about things anymore. It only throws them into the fire and I'm sure you noticed this keeps happening over and over again.

gsv2 January 29 2007, 03:49:58 UTC

You don't throw us anywhere. We choose our paths, and we chose you as a friend. I don't regret that. Never have. You have brought nothing into my life by a good friend who I care for. That crap that happens is just that. Crap that happens. Sometime I'll tell you about the stupid things I have done, if you want.

And yes, things happened and will happen. I see Fai is commenting below. Would it suprise you to know I called him the other day for support? A bad day with the Doctors and I needed someone so I called him. If he hadn't been in I would have called you. He got the call just because his name came first in my phones directory.

We, your friends, need you; in the exact same way you need us.

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