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~Earth
About a few days ago, I felt very ill and I woke up everyday with little to no breathe. There is no way to see a doctor at the moment and everything else in my system seemed to be failing. I seriously thought I was going die in a few weeks. So I wrote a will incase I wouldn't wake up the next morning.
It just so happened...
That last night, my aunt died instead of me...
She was the age of 46 with a 6 year old child. My aunt Simon. I would come over and play with her son Jerome and spend time with both of them. Simon also cooked dinner for me several times.
Some how...I am returning to Ohio this weekend...to she her one last time...
It's really hard. I've never cried this much over a loss of life but this time, for the first time, One close has died and I'm not on Prozac...
Some how I need to find a plane ticket that is no more than 200 dollars-round trip- It's either that or I will drive over there against everyone's wishes.
~Ja...