ART PARTY.! pt. 2
So the art party wasn't an art party thank gods. I don't think I coulda mentally handled a party. But people did come over and draw and we sat around listening to tunes and it was alright.
My enthusiasm about everything is now exhausting me. I think this week I might try and lay low at every opportunity and try and remove myself from things as much as possible. I think I'm exhausting the people around me too, which isn't good. I think some people are avoiding me. I don't blame them since I've been a little neurotic, and not in a way that is just cute and quirky. Like really neurotic and draining to a few select people I'm releasing myself onto. I feel guilty.
Step back. Deep breath. Yikes.
I've committed myself to too much shit. The back of my hands and emails and walls are filled with notes of my schedule. Frightening.
My enthusiasm about everything is now exhausting me. I think this week I might try and lay low at every opportunity and try and remove myself from things as much as possible. I think I'm exhausting the people around me too, which isn't good. I think some people are avoiding me. I don't blame them since I've been a little neurotic, and not in a way that is just cute and quirky. Like really neurotic and draining to a few select people I'm releasing myself onto. I feel guilty.
Step back. Deep breath. Yikes.
I've committed myself to too much shit. The back of my hands and emails and walls are filled with notes of my schedule. Frightening.