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I know I shouldn't care so much for fictional characters, that I should care about real people. I do, But we're all fine right now I mean nothing serious. So I woke up crying this morning because I was dreaming of Castiel. How they could save him, hope he's sill alive that they won't kill him.
Episode 1 of Season 7 torn me in more ways then the Finale of Season 6, Dean's lost hope made me want to scream at him. I always loved Dean until the way he stated to treat Castiel who did whatever he said and took care of him and Sam. But Sam, he broke my heart when he said he still had hoped and called to Cas, I never loved Sam more then I did then. But the parts that broke me up had to be when He did come, and they killed him, only to save him to have the monster still be there and say he's dead? I was crying in sadness, then tears of joy to complete Terror.
I really can't explain why I love Castiel so much, I'm hardly like him but maybe When It was just Sam and Dean, I wish I could have been there with them and that's what Cas did. Or maybe it's because I do a lot of things like Misha and if I was an Actress I'd wanna play a character like Castiel.
All I know is until I find out what is going to happen to Cas, I'm gonna wake up crying.