Ever have one of those nights where everything just seems to hit you at once? Yeah, it ended up one of those walks tonight... the kind where you sit on the fountain and try to sort out your thoughts that have just kinda clumped up... some things date back years, some days... gotta re-sort and organize everything... it may seem that nothing bothers me, but that's because I stack it up... it bothers me when I have to go through the pile and organize everything... after it is put away, it occasionally comes back out, but not for too long... I know I act casual and calm about my brother, but the truth is if I really think about it, pull out the file and remember, things get tough... same with a lot of things I've done, seen, heard.... I know I'm a goof, that's who I want to be... the carefree kook whom everyone laughs with... occasionally at... but at least I'm making you smile :)
There is booze here... somewhere.... contemplating sitting down with a coke and some rum and numbing... we'll see...
Sometimes you just need a hug... and that happens to be when no one is there to give one up
Winston Churchill:
Before you can inspire with emotion, you must be swamped with it yourself. Before you can move their tears, your own must flow. To convince them, you must yourself believe.