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So today...
Every time I go home to see my parents I get the sense that I am growing up. I get along with them a lot better and me and my sister can get along around them. We have fun together.
Anyways I was feeling really good about life, I ordered a new phone, my mom spent almost $200 on tickets for me and her to go see No Doubt this summer. and bought me things for my spring break trip. It was nice. Then when I got home and started unpacking my car I realized the one and only thing I really needed I forgot. My backpack. Inside of said backpack is a book that needs to be read for a quiz tonight and a book and a notebook that need to be studied for a BIG test on wednesday. FUCKING FABULOUS. So i called my mom and could hardly keep myself from crying to ask her to help me. She's going to try to send it with a courier. And I was so upset. I guess it jsut knocked me down, I thought I was being all grown up and responsible but I still have to have my parents help me.
I bawled for a while.
And all that crying has given me a major headache.
I was able to check out my text book from the library but this headache is preventing me from reading.
I'm not really sure how to feel right now.
And I had to leave my kitty at home since I'm going to be gone for spring break.
I'm lonely in my big house.
Every time I go home to see my parents I get the sense that I am growing up. I get along with them a lot better and me and my sister can get along around them. We have fun together.
Anyways I was feeling really good about life, I ordered a new phone, my mom spent almost $200 on tickets for me and her to go see No Doubt this summer. and bought me things for my spring break trip. It was nice. Then when I got home and started unpacking my car I realized the one and only thing I really needed I forgot. My backpack. Inside of said backpack is a book that needs to be read for a quiz tonight and a book and a notebook that need to be studied for a BIG test on wednesday. FUCKING FABULOUS. So i called my mom and could hardly keep myself from crying to ask her to help me. She's going to try to send it with a courier. And I was so upset. I guess it jsut knocked me down, I thought I was being all grown up and responsible but I still have to have my parents help me.
I bawled for a while.
And all that crying has given me a major headache.
I was able to check out my text book from the library but this headache is preventing me from reading.
I'm not really sure how to feel right now.
And I had to leave my kitty at home since I'm going to be gone for spring break.
I'm lonely in my big house.