Oct 25, 2007 13:12
I feel depressed. What else is new?
Oh, I miss having a real education, and I miss having a real life.
The scene on Elune is getting really stale. I'm tired of the people, and tired of going nowhere on a make believe character in a make believe land that I nevertheless spend 8 hours a day on. And it isn't as if I only do so because the lack of anything else to do; I compulsively log on, as losing any contact with this game fills me with desperation and confusion. School be damned. As it's even a real school, and I'm actually learning anything of value.
I made my... 13th character today, and have already started making serious plans for her, complete with a personality profile. Shydor - bitter, cynical, suspicious and full of anger and self loathing. She makes a nice counter for my previous warlock, Shylora, the spoiled, demanding, superficial and self centered one. Then there is, of course, still my first warlock, Shydow... the one who still believed in people and willing to make friends despite knowing better. My warlocks are my most personal characters, of course.
And here I am, blogging about my characters.
As Aaron would say... OMG EMO.